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It’s Hard to Be a Human Being

“And it’s harder as anything else”

“And I’m lonesome when you’re around”

“And I’m never lonesome when I’m by myself”

(lyrics from the song “Baby Blue Sedan” by Modest Mouse)


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Not sure when this song became my life’s soundtrack, but I can’t get enough of it. It’s like my pulse, my marrow.

In other news:

-starting over


-no longer half of anything

-and trying my best to be whole

Doing the Best that I Can

“A nice heart…

…and a white suit…

…and a baby blue sedan…

…and I. Am. Doin’ the best that I can”

-Modest Mouse, “Baby Blue Sedan” (Building Something Out of Nothing)

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The less I do, the more I think. The slower I go, the more I understand. A long walk to Perry’s, headphones on, plans for a mix tape, new energy, new Sarah, emerging. One step at a time.

“Baby Blue Sedan” by Modest Mouse